I was formerly known as the rude player and student named Amy Collins, and I want to say something.
I do not want to rejoin the server, only to apologize. It is my decision to say this, and I want you to know it was not my parents or anyone else who thinks I have done wrong that forced me to say this.
I left for about a month a while ago and came back, apologizing, but then turned back to my horrid attitude. Now I apologize so I can feel better about my actions, not to get something petty like the position of helper.
In the time since I have been banned, I’ve thought a lot about my time on Knockturn. Though I greatly disagreed with Knockturns staff methods of controlling the players, it was incredibly disrespectful of me, to treat people on the server who work long and hard to make sure the players are happy playing on the server the way I did. To be honest, I miss Knockturn. It filled the hole inside me labeled, “Harry Potter Obession,” but I am starting school soon and would rather focus on my grades than playing minecraft.
I also want to just thank the staff, for somehow not lashing out and screaming while putting up with Amy Collins. I want to thank you for creating a server that I love so much, and enjoyed most of my time on. Your classes are wonderful, homework was fun for the first time in my life, and the fact that I could buy a shop, and own a business, made me so excited. It was the only server I could find that would allow me to search for a shop for sale that suited me and purchase it, making the space inside entirely my own. It is the only server that let me know people and have people work for and with me that I would see every day, not for 5 minutes before they said, “gtg eat dinner.” xD
I love the spells, books, and of course quidditch, (which sadly I discovered a hidden talent for right before I was banned), on your server. I just want to thank you for putting in the time and effort to make the server, and keep it as amazing as it should be.
Again, to Pandetta, Cris, Lisah, Max, Liam, and any others who may not come to mind right now, I am really truly sorry and incredibly ashamed.
I hope you’ll accept my apology.