Hello Knockturn, I will try to make this with as little cringe as possible,
This is more than a resignation, its also a see you later sadly. This post is definitely not easy for me to write at the moment because every fiber of my living being is telling me to somehow make it work, but it just will not happen.
For, I want to say, about 2-3 ish months workloads were coming in a lot more than I expected for school, which normally I can manage, but I am being pushed by family to have full focus on it and not on things like video games. Its a battle I have argued for a while but at this point, they are probably right. I hardly have time anymore for anything.
With this lack of time and other motives, I do not want anyone to rely on me in such an important role as Professor. Do not get me wrong, I loved being a professor, a quidditch captain, a Slytherin, and just a member of an amazing community altogether. I definitely enjoyed it, and made some great memories that I will cherish. I don’t really like to name a bunch specific people to thank, because I know I will leave someone out, but I must give thanks to @Daniel for guiding me through this role, even if my time with it was short. Thank you Daniel.
(Esto me tomó mucho tiempo porque no hablo completamente el español, aunque soy un tico, pero gracias, @Daniel , ser siempre tan servicial, no sé si lo hubiera hecho sin ti. Sé que cometí errores gramatica.)
I really can’t say how you all feel towards me, and I have no clue if I will just plain be forgotten after this and time goes on, but regardless thank you. I know I have made some mistakes in the past, but. thank you staff, friends, quidditch, and Slytherin, for allowing me to call myself a member of this community.
Some of you knew this was coming through time eventually, others did not. I am already having trouble staying in a good state of mind, knockturn was stimulating me, but I will manage. I am not saying good bye forever, I am saying see you all later. I might hop on with some chances I can get. I am not even sure if I will return in summer because I may be living in a different country and taking a summer class to finally master Spanish.
When I first started playing I was determined to accomplish as much as I could in knockturn. I knew it would come to an end eventually as all things do and I was determined to leave a mark. I hope I have accomplished that during events, being a captain, a seeker (If someone some how manages to beat my Fastest Snitch Catch record please dm me), and a professor and maybe more. Even though it wasn’t my choice, I am satisfied leaving the way I am now knowing I have done enough. After all, I did graduate.
At this point I am just talking and I don’t know how much of you care at all, but at least I can hopefully find the peace of mind I have searched for to long. I’ve learned a lot about myself through this time of being on knockturn and I can reflect on how I have changed. the most important thing I have learned, that I hope you all do as well is, never, ever compare yourself to anyone and don’t ever claim someone has it better than you or is better than you, you have no idea what others are going through, don’t be burden to them.
If you ever need me, I will try to be there.
I thank you all, if anyone wants to talk to me ever, my discord is crazymattia#5684, until then, see you later.